2015

2015

#Aclearer2015

With this post I am hopeful that the lessons I've learned from the previous years will help pave the way for a clearer 2015.

#meYear (2014) was all about "Starting Over again" and that being a single person isn't bad at all..--I'll make kwento about this on another post hehe

And building up your new life comes handy only if you have learned to accept things -good AND bad. 

Thus, this year will be the continuation of that fresh start. Expect more colorful stories and roller coaster experiences (written na, para mas madaling ikwento ulet sa future generations)

Challenges will surely be present as well. But with the presence of God, my loved one, family and friends, each blow of  hardship will be bearable. 

I have to make a new hashtag (theme) pa for this year pero thats a thing na kusa na lng na dumarating. And as for my january profile pix, it includes an Eye glass to remind me to have a good vision/mission for 2015... At sana ay ma achieve ko ehehehe 

Time-Rest Concepts

Habang nakahilata ako sa kama I ask my dad ano oras na?  9am daw...

ME: What? ang bilis naman, 1day off lang ako eh. Sana bumagal ang oras para more time to rest.

PAPA: Ay naku, gusto ko nga mas mabilis na para makapag retire nako in 4years 3months.

naks! bilang talaga...

The Meeting Point...

Kaya nga bang burahin ng panahon
ang naramdaman mong pag-ibig
sampung taon na ang nakakalipas?

Kasawian na dulot ng nakaraang irog,
Pagitan na kontinente ng pakikipagsapalaran,
at dekadang karanasan na naipagkait
sa tunay mong tipan.

Sapat na ba ang mga ito
upang ang iyong pinto
ay hindi na muling buksan?
At ang iyong kaligayahan
ay tuluyan nang talikuran?

Ganun pa man munting lingas ang
nagdudulot ng malaking apoy,
Minsan isang kislap ang kailangan
para mabuo ang totoong ningning,

At tanging tunay na halik
ang s'yang sandata ng kapalaran
upang hamakin ang panahon
at ibalik muli sa piling ng isa't isa
ang mga tunay na nagmamahalan.

Munting halik ang naging
tulay nila noon,
at sapat nang malaman
pag-ibig na tunay ang umusbong.

Munting halik pa rin
ang naging patunay nila ngayon,
na lumipas man ang sampung taon
pag-ibig na wagas, syang lalong yayabong.

Diminishing Wall

Some walls may keep out the PAIN
but it also may keep out love....

Sirain na yang wall na yan!!!!

the thirst quencher

the thirst quencher

2011summer totally here as its so hot everywhere
at kaya sobrang uhaw ako kanina matapos magjogging
ng 20 mins para mawala ang aking mga bilbil
ang hirap kasi mainit na sa paningin ng mga
katrabaho at pasahero ko, kaya sana eh
madaan pa sa exercise ang pagpayat ko...hihihi


mainit na talaga kahit gabi at buti na lang
earth hour last night kaya medyo lumamig lamig
ang kamunduhan plus sa tulong ng tubig mula pitsel
na galing sa room hospital ni mama eh
naibsan ang aking uhaw sa mahimbing na tulog...


last friday madamdamin ang segment ng tambalan
dahil sa realizations ni nicolehyala. she has
everything she ever wanted -blooming career,
loving husband, supportive family and friends pero
the thought na wala pa silang anak after a year
of marriage made her thirst for some answers.
At simple lang daw ang reply ni God sa kanya:
Kakabigay ko lang ng regalo (husband) sayo eh
nanghihingi ka na agad. Enjoyin' mo muna yan!...

kaya that same night na medyo malungkot ako
dahil hindi kami nakasama ni martyn (sinisipon)
sa lakad ng PAL batchmates ko sa banchetto
eh medyo nauhaw ako sa attention niya
dahil madalas kasama ako paglumalabas
ang barkada niya pero siya ay di pa masyadong
nasisilayan ng mga kaibigan ko.
pero inisip ko na lng marami pa namang
susunod na pagkakataon para makilala nila
ang one and only lovelife ko ...


so nagulat ako sa theme ng mass kanina
about Man's Thirst for God's salvation
(ehem nagpaparamdam ka naman Jesus ah...)
At naisip ko normal lang sa atin ang mauhaw
dahil tayo ay mga nilalang na hindi marunong
makuntento pero lagi naman tayong Binibigyan
ng gracia ng Diyos kaya hindi na tayo dapat  
mangamba. Yun nga lang medyo makitid talaga
ang ating aking katalinuhan sa mga plano at
paraan ng Diyos kaya kailangan ang taimtim
na pagtitiwala sa Kanya...

In short FAith ang sagot sa ating mga uhaw hehehe
kaya CHEERS! sa super thirst quencher nating Lord!!!

27mar2011.st joseph parish
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araw araw kitang liligawan

araw-araw kitang liligawan

minsan ka lang makakatagpong tunay
ng makakatapat mo sa lahat ng bagay
yaong taong marunong sa buhay
na alam kung paano ka papatawanin
higit sa lahat sa mga panahong
ikaw ay "ngot-ngot" at nalulumbay

hindi pihikan sa mga pagkain basta't
ang mahalaga kayo'y magkasama
at sa mga simpleng halik at haplos
na lingid sa kaalaman ng madla
ang tunay pag-ibig sa isa't isa'y
buong pusong naipaparamdam ng taos

kung magkaaway man sa buong maghapon
ang malumanay na usapan bago matulog
ang tiyak na papawi ng lumbay at takot
sapagkat kung paanong ang araw at buwan
sa kalangita'y hindi magkaabutan
siya rin ang pagod at inis ay naglalaho
kapag tamis ng batian sa gabi'y nagtatagpo

salat man ako sa kayamanan at ari-arian
ngunit pag-ibig ko nama'y walang hangganan
sa mga kindat at masasayang kwentuhan
titiyakin kong ika'y hindi mauubusan
laging lamang masilayan mga ngiti mong inaasam-asam
lalo pa ngayon ikaw akin nang natagpuan
ikaw sa piling ko'y hindi ka na pakakawalan
kahit pang ika'y araw-araw kong liligawan




05jun2010.tokyo2x greenbelt1
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love takes time

Lover takes time

Please do what it is that you most will
And redeem back your lost Holy grail
And as the sunset smiles , I'll stand still
For I'll just be here wishing you well
That to be by my side, I'm wait'n until
You'll come home, pleased, whenever you feel

ang pag ibig nga naman
masyadong demanding,
hindi mo pwedeng isabay
trabaho kundi lalo kang malilito
kung sa bagay sabi nga nila
ang lahat ng bagay ay may tamang oras
kaya't ako'y naghintay na lamang
sabay nagparaya hanggat siya'y
bumalik sa akin nang buo at kusa
at sa huli'y mga lambingan ay
mas matamis pa sa mga na-una


3mar2011. happy Marchsary hon
Asiablooms hotel,pagsanjan laguna
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looped christmas hearts

looped Christmas hearts


Sleepy eyes are open wide
And tiny hearts beat fast
To celebrate the morning
Just like every Christmas past
We gathered close to family
Embracing all that's been
And all that's yet to be
Oh it's good to be reminded

Christmas is the candle light
Jingle bells and silent night
Friends from long ago
And friends and we've made anew
Christmas is a sacred birth
A chance for hope and peace on earth
It's everything that we hold dear and true
But most of all, Christmas is
The love that lives inside of me and you.

as Regine Velasquez'
song "Christmas Is" depicts
this christmas is truely
a family thing for me...
and knowing the i have
the love and support of the
ones i hold dear and true
facing all that's yet to be
will be hopeful and easy.
for NO matter what
has transpired in the past
nothing will beat the love that
lives inside of me and you.

so it's always good to be reminded
that as Jesus was born to a family
so as we all are in His...

\Merry Christmas to all, CHeers!


27dec2010.Navarrete's(Qc)-->REyes(Diamond Hotel)
28dec2010.Lyn Sta Maria(Nuvali Laguna)
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kiss me

More than a kiss

And when our lips are so close together
my long waiting is ended forever
and when your warm breathe lingers in the air
that i know truly, with me you are here

R
ecalling time sits down just to gather
a simple glimpse of us near each other
for he knows in our heart's a mutual pray'r
in each other's arms with tight hugs to share

Thy lips in my cheeks are light as feathers
yet mysteriously turns my world safer
for it removed the tracks made by a tear
makes me smile more for there's nothing to fear

Your kiss holds a certain kind of power
more than concern, it's tender loving care
and with your kindness that can't be compared
sure i'm a boyfriend that's blessed and luckier

Near silence makes our heartbeats shout louder
giving our souls a chance to understand clear'r
though we've been apart it does not matter  
for we now kissed and made our love stronger

10nov2010.proj3 dorm  

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not good in doing bad stuff


not good in doing bad stuff


i dont know if i will consider it a blessing
or a curse that everytime i commit a mistake
surely somebody will always find my fault.

a trainer was on board our flight yesterday
to check us safety and service wise.
i was doing my thing when she instructed us
to do an old procedure to which i obliged
halfheartedly because it was off-standard.
she caught me not following her
and i apologized immediately.
i thought it was ok na not until my attention
was caught by my supervisor regarding the
incident and her thought was i could have
established an open communication with
the trainer by verifying if she really
wanted us to do the other way of doing things...

i dont have a problem with employees
that put their best foot forward whenever
there are auditors around but i think its better
that they do it also even if others are not around...

kaya ako hindi ko talaga hinahangad na marecognize
pa ng management dahil lalo ka lang magiging mainit
sa mata ng co-employees mo at maging ang mga nasa posisyon.
at kahit anong iwas mo eh naka-crab mentality ka talaga

at bilib na bilib ako sa mga ka-batch ko
na kahit ilang beses nang na me-memohan eh
ok lang basta ba naging masaya sila
na nagawa nila ang gusto nila...

pero mas ok na ako na walang nakakapansin
sa mga munting bagay na ginagawa ko ng tama
pero alam kong nasasayahan naman ang mga pasahero ko.
hindi na kailangan mag-effort dahil yung ang totoong ako...

sabi sa homily nung sunday, kahit di mo alam
ung result ng gagawin mo basta alam mong tama yun
sabi ni father eh "just do it" and by doing so
you're increasing your faithfulness to God...

Haizt!!! bukas ko pa malalaman kung anong
magiging usapan ni trainer at ni supervisor
basta kahit ano man ang result eh
pipilitin ko maging cool at faithful
besides, ano nga naman ba ang isang Memo
sa dami dami na ng iba... hehehe


06oct10,hammock on the roof, qc
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cheap, i have been


cheap, i have been

at the very least, i used your corpse
to thirst my long-time friend, revenge
you all, who thought that had my body
forgot that my soul had besiege yours
and in my palms, i played y'all dearly

to my sexual prowess you all gave in
and with every stroke of satisfaction
you have moaned like tomorrow's not comin'
evr'y climax, is a battle i won
by swiftly, guilt-free leaving you alone

yet as i laugh its always empty
regretting the years lost instantly
fighting, most of the time angry
for the innocence he took carelessly
a ghost that'll haunt me eternally

soon enough as the last tree leaf clings
i will learn anew to hum and sing
what forgiveness have all been shouting
and comes the great time of love making
pure happiness will spring 'round shining


13sep10, with the room cockroaches  
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UFO catcher

UFO  Catcher
 

Heto na naman naririnig

Kumakaba-kaba itong dibdib

Lagi nalang sinasabi

Pwede na bang makatabi?

Kahit sandali lang sige na

Sana pagbigyan pwede ba?

 

Araw at gabi iniisip ka

Pinapangarap na mahagkan kita

Laging tulala at nakangiti

Puso'y di mapigil ang pintig

Nais kong sabihin, mahal ka

Bawat sandali ay miss kita...

 

Sharam sharam shararam

Sharam sharam shararam

Mukhang tinamaan yata ako...  
one month after ng THE PARTY
eh kapamilya na si banker 
at ang lunch till dinner date
ay super cheesy at sweet
dahil kanya-kanyang bingwit  
 

KAYA Kapag tumibok ang puso

Wala ka nang magagawa kundi sundin ito

Kapag tumibok ang puso

Lagot ka na

Siguradong huli ka...

 
 
ang pinaka finale...
 
Ang special kaway ni Anton
 sabay sigaw ng "Marts!"
 
 
 
14june2010.--- tramway--->the block--->kangaroo grill w/ tonkat
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the search is over

the search is over
 

If you love me like you tell me
Please be careful with my heart
You can take it, just don't break it
Or my world will fall apart

You are my first romance
And I'm willing to take a chance
That 'til
life is through
I'll still be loving you

I will be true to you
Just a promise from you will do
From the very
start
Please be careful with my heart

I love you and you know I do
There'll be no one else for me
Promise I'll be always true
For the world and ours to see

Love has heard some lies softly spoken
And I have had my heart badly broken
I've been
burned
And I've been hurt before

So I know just how you feel
Trust my love it's real for you
I'll be gentle with your heart
I'll caress it like the
morning dew

I'll be right beside you forever
I won't let our love fall apart
From the very start
I'll be careful with your heart

 
3june2010.---12:03AM---starbucks6750makati---the banker 
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our own spot

our own spot

amidst the busy crowd and full mall benches
this little girl manages to just sit and enjoy her
cookie outside the glass panel of a coffee shop.

it came to me that pentecost sunday
teaches us that faith is believing in God
by overcoming our fears.

it is believing that the rain will soon be over
when you're in the middle of it and
already soaked wet with all
the judgemental eyes on you.

it is the courage to believe in HIS might
in times of trial and adversities
to believe and leave the past behind
to enjoy the present and the future..

Sana i'll have the same faith
this little girl have and
take courage to find
my own spot

(especially sa LOVE LIFE) hehe

23may2010.bo's cafe megall w/ the Banker
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