not good in doing bad stuff

not good in doing bad stuff


i dont know if i will consider it a blessing
or a curse that everytime i commit a mistake
surely somebody will always find my fault.

a trainer was on board our flight yesterday
to check us safety and service wise.
i was doing my thing when she instructed us
to do an old procedure to which i obliged
halfheartedly because it was off-standard.
she caught me not following her
and i apologized immediately.
i thought it was ok na not until my attention
was caught by my supervisor regarding the
incident and her thought was i could have
established an open communication with
the trainer by verifying if she really
wanted us to do the other way of doing things...

i dont have a problem with employees
that put their best foot forward whenever
there are auditors around but i think its better
that they do it also even if others are not around...

kaya ako hindi ko talaga hinahangad na marecognize
pa ng management dahil lalo ka lang magiging mainit
sa mata ng co-employees mo at maging ang mga nasa posisyon.
at kahit anong iwas mo eh naka-crab mentality ka talaga

at bilib na bilib ako sa mga ka-batch ko
na kahit ilang beses nang na me-memohan eh
ok lang basta ba naging masaya sila
na nagawa nila ang gusto nila...

pero mas ok na ako na walang nakakapansin
sa mga munting bagay na ginagawa ko ng tama
pero alam kong nasasayahan naman ang mga pasahero ko.
hindi na kailangan mag-effort dahil yung ang totoong ako...

sabi sa homily nung sunday, kahit di mo alam
ung result ng gagawin mo basta alam mong tama yun
sabi ni father eh "just do it" and by doing so
you're increasing your faithfulness to God...

Haizt!!! bukas ko pa malalaman kung anong
magiging usapan ni trainer at ni supervisor
basta kahit ano man ang result eh
pipilitin ko maging cool at faithful
besides, ano nga naman ba ang isang Memo
sa dami dami na ng iba... hehehe


06oct10,hammock on the roof, qc
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